...I'll be lucky?

This week just keeps getting better and better.

If it gets any better, I think I might collapse from all the goodness.

Tuesday: Car dies/ work & insurance shit.
Wednesday: Boyfriend myspace mishaps (yes, he was talking to other girls because he was 'bored', wtf? i don't even know what to think anymore.)
Thursday: who knows yet... I'm scared to get out of bed.

::sigh::

He says hes sorry. But so what? He never cheated on me, but how do i know that it will stop before it gets that far next time?
Mom says, you just need to trust him. Well, sweet, I did until I found messages to/from girls. Slutty, skanky, yucky, dirty girls. WHAT THE HELL DO I DO?

hi everyone.

nothing new, really. just thought i would give 'er an update since its been a while.

been hanging out with friends, missing other friends that have lost touch, met a new guy (who is pretty special, we'll see what happens with it), going to school, meeting new people, changing? probably and maybe not so much for the better all the time, searching for answers, not finding any, the normal things in my life.

<3